Forgive me, for I have been slacking.

With Greg not working he has been up my butt lounging around while I try to get everything done for the wedding, take care of baby and pretty much do everything else.  He says he's "trying" but I know he's pretty depressed.  I know it's hard, but I need him out of the house.  I can only take so much of my fiancee before I want to punch him in the face.  He's a lovable guy...but good grief.

We hit a snag with wedding plans.  With Greg losing his job, we can no longer afford the Holiday Inn reception hall.  With barely any income, all our extra pennies need to go to saving for the wedding.  However, even if we didn't need gas for the jeep, or insurance, or needed to eat...we wouldn't have enough.  Our cell phones would be cut off, Jaden wouldn't have diapers, and quite possibly we wouldn't even be able to afford soap.  I'm not saying with are destitute, but life happened.  Money is gone.  We have to stay on top of everything.

I know we could just post pone the wedding.  And I would be okay with that...except for the fact that I am ready to be married.  Sounds cliche, but I am sick and tired of not being married to the father of my child.  Yes, him and I have our problems, but we are doing great so far.  He has done more for me without complaining than any other man.  He is my rock.  My love.  The one I wanna be with.

Jaden has been so great.  At his last appointment, he weighed in at 19 pounds 3 ounces, 27 3/4 inches long.  Since then, we started him on solids.  He loves peas and carrots, green beans are another story.  He is starting to crawl, although he hasn't gotten it down quite yet.  Actually, he sort of prefers to stand up and cruise.  :(  My little boy can't be this grown up!

Well, now it's off to try to motivate Greg into looking for wedding stuff or to go out with his nephew driving.

Until Next Time (I'll have more to update, promise!)
~MommyToBee