In the past 2 years, I've been in the hospital a lot. Tomorrow, I am planning another visit to the ER. Why? I can't feel my fingers, I have blinding migranes and I have so much neck/back pain I can barely hold Jaden. While before I wouldn't hesitate to go, now I'm so fucking scared to. I'm not afraid of what they'd find...I'm afraid they will try to admit me. As much as I hate to say it, I'll go AMA if they try to make me stay.
This fucking sucks. I can't even feel my son holding my hand. And every time I try to pick him up, I cry out in pain. When I go to hold him my back screams in pain. UGH.
I just hope it's nothing serious.
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