Monday, May 2, 2011

Let's get down to business

With the wedding fastly approaching, I have set up a timeline and to do list.  As well, I have also started my diet.  While it's not "perfect" I already seem to be losing something.  I can't really see it (because I'm huge) but I can feel it.  Which, is a win in my eyes. 

Although I have had someone help me with all the preparations, I still feel quite rushed.  In only 66 days I will be "Mrs. Thomas" and I am so nervous that something is going to go wrong.  Lately, there have been a lot of problems that seem to be following us.  My biggest worry is that this little black cloud is going to linger until the big day.  All I can do is just try to prepare for the worst and just keep my head up high. 

Things are being crossed off my to do list.  Like, Jaden's outfit is done.  The centerpieces will be done next week.  The final guest list is done.  And the RSVPs are coming in.  (More about that later)  Everything really feels like it's falling in place.  So why do I feel like nothing is done, and it will never be done?

Oh, because I'm crazy.  That's why.

I have ZERO reason to worry that things won't be done.  But I just can't help it.  Money is tight and seems like the closer we get, the more money we are putting in.  Not that that's a bad thing.  We are getting one hell of a deal and sticking to a good budget.  I just don't understand where the funds are going.  It is truly mind boggling.  And to top it off- people are INVITING themselves to our event.  Ummm how about no?  I'm pretty sure people aren't going to like what I have to say when I tell them "Really?  Yea, no.  You're NOT invited."  I will not hesitate to have the front desk clerk check the guest list.  I'm THAT serious.

I'm hoping that things will slow down soon, but I know it'll only pick up.  Oy.  I can't wait to be married!

Until Next Time:
~MommyToBee

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